How does it feel being homesick

It’s like there’s no right quote and no perfect words your hand can write or use to describe that feeling!
Even YOU your self can’t explain it!
It’s a hole inside of you which you can’t see or find it but you do know it’s existed, you do feel it in there ..
You feel the air leaking into it.. As it keep trying to full that empty space inside of you!
It is just some kinda of unexplainable feeling. You feel it each day as it keeps growing inside of you!
You DO NOT have any control on it! It just keep growing and growing! It keeps killing you day after day as you face your reality..
You WILL NEVER come back there! That crucial possibilities of you might even die here without even coming back!